i've had simple plan stuck in my head all day, it's really annoying but i guess that's what happens when you are constantly listening to Nova 91.9 at work D:
i've been sleeping since i've been home from work, starting at 7 am and at 6am yesterday has taken its toll on me, i'm tired as anything.
doing homework tonight is going to be a struggle, as i'm fighting to keep my eyes open still, which then puts me under even more pressure to finish off this terms work by wednesday.
i still can't seem to comprehend that i'm leaving in 4 days, by myself. i feel so undeserving, and i'm not sure if i'm ready for this responsibility yet.
i'm majorly disappointed with myself- the last few weeks have been crazy and i've been left in an ugly state with a bitter taste on my tongue, i was hoping i'd be able to pull myself together before i left, which by this stage seems impossible.
i'm really nervous and on edge about these 5 weeks, i can't afford to waste all this time and money, but at the same time i'm so excited to be getting away from everything.
Maybe it will be different when i return.
the next 3 days i'm gonna go all out with my homework- 2 essays, 2 in-class essays, an art project, a psych test and two formative tasks all by wednesday afternoon, i fail at using my time effectively. /sigh
can't wait 'til we leave this place!
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