hi, i'm Lydia.

- I constantly feel inferior
- I have various scars- including two on my neck and three on my head
- I bought my holga years before it was 'cool'
- I really enjoy it wen people say that they have a band that saved their life and I believe it can happen- I had two.
- I'm fairly cynical, but it seems like all the people who surround me also are.
- It really annoys me when all the power goes out, and my alarm clock resets
- My favourite colour has always been green, and my favourite number has always been 5.
- My favourite part of the day is coffee-time
- I've given up understanding (or caring for) relationships- platonic or sexual
- I spend too much time complaining, or bitching, or on facebook
- I like to stick to my routines, people who disrupt them anger me.
-I'm seriously considering re-signing up to myspace, just so i can have Annuh Phu as my number one again.
- I've done much i regret in my life, which is depressing considering my age. I often convince myself that i will change or that i will improve but it seems I continually set myself up for failure.
- I can never be bothered with homework.
- I idolize Amanda Fucking Palmer, because of who she is, and what she stands for.
- I hate going to sleep late at night in my house, it's too scary down my side.
- I'm glad that I never moved in with my dad.
-There's someone i can't wait to see again, hopefully i won't have to wait until it's too late.
- I never seem to have money- I have to stop buying so much fucking food and coffee.
- I miss no-doz
- I miss getting straight A's
- I hate being lazy
- I love Merlin and Dexter
- I write too many lists
- I collect postcards, and i also have a large china doll collection
- Elephant has to be one of my favourite movies.
-My second and fourth real crushes have never ended.
- I really like beer
- WOMAD, BDO & Soundwave are always the best parts of the year.
- I hate tumblr- how do you delete that shit?
- I fail to practice self control, ever.
- SEE, I MAKE TOO MANY LISTS!


ps, spending time bitching with Annuh makes me happy beyond comprehension, even if it doesn't seem it.