Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
mr lonely
why is it that everyone has somebody to love them, but me?
all my friends have other, better, more convenient friends or lovers.
shit, i have my job.
life is lonely when you're not at school
hell, it was lonely then too.
well, maybe it is just my bitterness that drives me away from people? maybe my friends don't even realise how distant i even feel!
argh, maybe i deserve this, for what i did to him. my biggest regret, bigger than the decision i made in year 9, was treating him the way i did, and i will never forgive myself. i doubt he will either.
whatever, i have work in 6 hours, i think it's time for bed.
all my friends have other, better, more convenient friends or lovers.
shit, i have my job.
life is lonely when you're not at school
hell, it was lonely then too.
well, maybe it is just my bitterness that drives me away from people? maybe my friends don't even realise how distant i even feel!
argh, maybe i deserve this, for what i did to him. my biggest regret, bigger than the decision i made in year 9, was treating him the way i did, and i will never forgive myself. i doubt he will either.
whatever, i have work in 6 hours, i think it's time for bed.
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